heavy heart...

so i always heard from sister that its normal to be emotional while being preggers, but boy i did not get it until now...i guess it all started when i read about sweet little miller woodruff...as i sat and read their blog to tyler last night we both cried like babies...i got up from the computer, walked away and continued crying...an hour later as i was hanging up clothes i was still teary eyed...i kept going back to those sweet pictures of that precious little boy...i stopped and sat down in my closet and began to pray...because really what else do you do...i prayed for the woodruff family and then it just went from there...i consider myself to be be pretty realistic so of course i then began praying for our sweet baby...because it wouldn't be normal to assume that this same thing couldn't happen to us...i never realized how much worry a tiny little baby can cause...i worry non stop, i know i shouldnt and i try my hardest not to...but its hard...i find myself praying more these days than ever...
then today i came aross another blog...the title of her post was "running for my soul" i continued reading and realized the girl writing is coping with a miscarriage...the post was about how she is coping...and running is one way...i can so relate...the best runs are the ones you don't really remember...you just take off and think...and before you know it you've run 5 miles...the song that came on while she was running was the same song that she and her husband used on their "announcement video" for their other 2 children...so of course as she ran and listened to this particular song, she cried and cried...but in the end...felt that she had cleansed her soul...
so if you will stop today and say a prayer for both of these families...i'm not sure of the second families name, but God knows exactly who they are...also say a prayer for baby knox and mom and dad...pray mom gets a hold of these tears...love to you all...have wonderful weekends...